Yeah...I know, I was gone for way too long, and all that other mess...I guess I just have problems...but being me is so difficult >_<  it seems like everyone else is having the time of their lives while I get to think about every damned thing that's going on in my life, on top of homework and color guard, every second of every day...so if you feel shunning me, go ahead. It's not like it'll be a new thing for me to deal with. Most people only talk to me if they want to copy my homework (Which I never let them do), but at least I have a circle of tight friends (as small a circle it may be).

                                                                         ~Alex

(P.S. Excuse my ranting and being so down about it...I have to find SOME way to vent. Being 15 is stressful. T_T)

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We don't 'shun' here

Nice to see you again, how you been?

Hey man, let me tell you what...
Life will get you down at times...  boy do i know heh heh...
But don't let it get to you man.
Whats that one tupac lyric....  

Tupac wrote:

"If you can make it through the night, there's a brighter day.  Everything'll be alright if you hold on, its a struggle every day gotta roll on..."

Just keep ya head up homie.  
It'll get better.

Well, I'm a lot of things at once, so I think I'll list them:

1) Sore. Man, I never knew a hollow 6 ft. pole with some fabric could be so heavy.

2) Excited. Homecoming is coming up in 2 weeks, and I have myself a date!! (heheh )

3) A little sick, with a cold...but hey, I haven't been sick in a while, so it's about time, don't you think?

4) Sad. We're going to move to Chicago next July, which I really don't want to do. The longest we've been in one place is 5 years so far, and I was hoping we could at least make it 6. I don't want to leave my friends...my boyfriend (which I've had for about a month now)...and it's the place....I don't know, this is probably the first time I've felt this "right", like I belong here. Germany is at the top, but Virginia has got to be second in line.


So, I guess it's like a 50/50 situation for me. XD I don't really mind, though...



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(Speaking of Tupac)  


"The Rose That Grew From Concrete"

"Did you hear about the rose that grew
from a crack in the concrete?
Proving nature's law is wrong it
learned to walk without having feet.
Funny it seems, but by keeping its dreams,
it learned to breathe fresh air.
Long live that grew from concrete
when no one else ever cared."

   - Tupac Shakur

Tupac is a man of many many many wise words.

But I hope your life in Chi-Town goes as good as it did in VA.

Yeah, hopefully. (Hey, they have art schools/colleges/universities)

well thats good!
see!  there's the positive thinking that you need!

I normally don't stay anything other than happy for long. Okay, that's a lie. I can be quite mellow. XD

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